You are Consciousness/God*
*T&C apply.
Terms and Conditions:
You should not be searching for God, because God can remain present as a God or the seeker. Instead of searching keep practicing meditation, as little as possible or as much as possible as per situation that day.
God is always here and now. You in present moment, without your past or future, are here and now. God is constant so you in no-mind state becomes constant.
Godliness is happening all around us every moment. Whatever is happening in the cosmos at the blink of our eyes, is one of the aspect of God visible in that moment. Connected to everyone in cosmos is Godliness, the moment you are able to experience it, by seeing, you are God.
The moment you forget your past, actually it is not but we carry it in our mind, and in that moment you are able to remain ‘here and now’ then in that moment you become God.
God can be experienced by becoming only. Only human being is gifted with power of experiencing God.
Awareness meditation is the way worked for me, may be you too find it suitable otherwise Dynamic meditation is for most of the people. There are 110 other meditation techniques discovered by Indian Mystic Gorakhnath about 500years before and further modified by Osho that one can experiment and the suitable one could be practiced in routine life.
Osho International Online (OIO) provides facility to learn these from your home,